My dearest ceralvo ♥

if ue look carefully , i tip toed (:

F I R D A U S (:

They never fail irritate me ;D

B I E B E R ♥

NCDCC guys , sachok tark diorg ?

(i like this pict the most ) ;D

Heyy , Heyloo(:

Hows your result guys ? okk , im random(:

im hyper laaaa(:

had fancy drill just now and at last get to take picha wif hym (:

happy laaaa (: went to two school . Griffiths pri and Temasek Pri ;D

At the bus so kechoooooo laaaa(:

Live band huh ? and they keep playing my name

arsehole -.-

Then meet my bbyg luar kelas dior .  aft tt , went to ep and tm wif my usuals and wan , Hairel , aliff , Fazri . Haikal follow us to ep then he balek .

Theyy superb fun ;D

HEHS(:

OMG ! IM SOO IN LOVE ;D

Yes seriously , he have the key to my heart . seriously .

weeeeeee ~ i love today ;D

Owhhh , can ' t wait for 1 november(:

more camwhoring ;D

hehs . top five again ! ;D

weeeeeeee ~  Gonna highlight hait soon ..

weee ~ i loike (:

Heyloo Everyone(:

im proud to say tt i and radin already be friends back(:

weeeeeeeeee ~ happy dowh(: and somemore , my friendship between all my friends is perfect(:

abt the result ? well , i got to say tt i pass my sci and really tt make me happy(: but my eng i did badly . not tt bad . pass still pass . but , only tt my eng marks slack . abt math mark , i don wish to elaborate . menyakitkn haty jerhh .. Love story ? hmmph , im proud to say tt im single and mingling around(:
i don wish to be att yet(: 260610 is the last(: im trying to forget abt hym . enough of those hurting i get from my ex(:
single is simple , couple is trouble(:

Ncc Unit camp was Fun yet scary
the fun part , we get to go marina barrage .
 . the first day of night activities soo scary ..
we are blindfolded and we got to walk around the sch before our maam send to our place we are suppose to go .. actually , their aim is to make us endure and be brave .  my partner was adilah(: and , my place tt im suppose to go to is near the malay room .. well , we talk like nothing happen and we got to sit thr abt 30 min . when it reaching 30 min . someth creepy happen . but , me and adilah act as if nothing happen(:
the night solo ! ishhhh tark nark tawu laaaaa
well , the next day , morning pt . lunch , had activities and off to geylang and marina barrage(:
then night , we had bbq , some video presentation and light off(:
the second night , ZaZa and Adilah kene kcw . i dont wish to elaborate , if wanna know , ask personally(:
then , the next day , breakfast followed by area cleaning and then aar(:
after the aar , its home sweet home(:
reach home , on comp jab and and tdo(:
father bring me and my abg to see kude kepang . many familiar face thr(:
and my admire from sri ulan was thr too(: hehs(: caer jab . LOL(:
then , saw ridzuan , fazri and hys bro , hairel and hys family , Jufri and hys parent , fyrynn , Melda , Fifieyhh , andand fyrynn friend(: forget her name(: sit wif them jab .
then , night meet nazie . nazie went to malay village to tgk kude kepang too(:
awwww ~ she sweet y'know . she sanggop tron eventhough she have some family event  just to mit me(:
sweet kn nyh kambing ;D
then eat chicken wing rice before going home(:


enough of this , yesterday get to meet Razo(: weeeeeeeeeeee ~
he made my evening . eventhough , we get to meet skejab jerhh(:
 but pape pon , at least i get to meet ue (:


Had Fancy drill just now at Gongshang Pri . I saw two of my adq angkat thr(:
and i saw my ex younger brother . he tot tt i and hys bro still together(:
waliaooooo , hahahahah . they are just too cute luhr(:
and , the food tt sell at the canteen thr all cost abt 70cent - $1.00 and the drinks is abt 40 cent to 70 cent /
cheap much huh ?
hehs(: 2T1 and 2T2 have amazing race . and if i participate , i will be the same group as Jas and hym .. but well , they say its boring and somemore thr is a big fight between 2T1 and 2T2 boys .
when i see they are shouting , soon i ask my secret admire what happen . and aft he told me what happen , i suddenly feel angry wif the 2T1 boys -.-
FUCK THEM LAAAA -.-
then went to tamp inter meet jas parent and went to popeye(:
thx auntie for the treat(: then went home and sleep jab . and here i am(:


weeeeeeeeee~
three of my beloved ex darh att seyhh(:
Jufri ♥ , Haikal ♥ & Yusri ♥ .
last long hunks(: hope they are more bettha then me(:
take good care of her well . girls heart are fragile(:
im happy seeing ue guys happy(:
i may have break wif ue guys , but . i will still care like how i use too .


Radin bby , i know how ue feel .. Yes , its hurt seeing someone ue love , love someone else . but , at the same time , ue must try to move on . yes , ue can lie to other tt ue have move on . but radin , not to me(: i know how ue feel . so ue can ' t lie to me .. exactly , i know how ue feel . coz i am feeling the way ue feel now . we are in the same boat my dear hunn ♥
Radin bby , cheer up love .

took this text from fateen blog . sorry fateen . its quite meaningful though ~

Boy: I broke up with her.





His Best Friend: What happened?



Boy: She’s just too much for me.



His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?




Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecureHis Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..





Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!





His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..





Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!





His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..





Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.





His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..





Boy: Well, she..





His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?





Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?





His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.





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Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out -.-

*More pict at fb *

Yesterday went to watch kuda kepang ( sri ulan )

saw many familiar face thr and rmi laa mat hensem(:

ok mul , darh tark mo mentel(:

hehs .

went home at 11 plus .

and , owhh , i have truckloads of fun yesterdae wif elmelda , fyrynn and friends(:

meet up soon love ♥

^look up^

its soo fucking true .. eillah mcm tawu jerhh ayy my feeling(:

hehs , ok , had sci paper just now .

seriously , no hope uhr . haiyyyyoooo .

ok then , at class sumpaa kekek .

someth happen and md noh was so irritating .. keep turning to hys side where me and my friends sitting

he keep making us irritated , haiyyyoooo .. tuhk anaak ayyee .

then yusri peyhh turn making us laugh . LOL .

i can ' t concentrate .

Then buss off too tamp inter . eat macd at thr , saw someone(:

cair siurl ~ Hehehes.

Then window shop at tamp 1(:

at ferst , tot of going home . then , kiterhh nark p changi last last minit plan

thanks eyhh jas and nazie for teman-ing me(:

loveee you guys(:

hehs . then blek . tros , online(:

mayb tmr mitting iraah meow meow and ahcit .

tark sabar nark lepak nan sedara ku yg tertinggi <3

i loike(:

Ok , just now had councelling .

teenagers life full of prob . i agree tt / aft one solved , another problem starts .

as i said , i did manage to solve the prob between me and my mom .

but , my friends , im just not good at tt .

im sawry if im not the mul tt ue guys know . im soooo sawry . maeb because of my prob , i become like this ?

well , don know laa . and owh , im trying to forget abtt tt F .

thr something special abt hym tt i addicted to . i don know what .but well . . i promise i will forget abt ue .

ok ,, i think i will stop here before imy tear start to fall oryt love ?

Radin bby , imy):

Heyyy , heyloo(:

life getting great . i think ?

i am starting to forget abt tt F(:

and now a new guy coming in my life , but i will try not to fall for them

no more hope .

haiyyy , sometime i feel like .. owhh , well

life got to move on .

sheera bby , i will miss the time when we use to joke around .

Adawiyah bby , cheer up love (: ikan bkn satuh .

Kimi , take good care of yourself when ue are there . " kambing man ". i will always remember tt word

Nazie . cheer up love . god trying to test your patient syng(:

ahcit , last long(: tark mo saket kn haty pompuan tuhkk taw !

To my use to be sister lurb :

There's been so many times al where I've needed you as my friend,

No matter what the reason is you be there til the end.

Every time i need to talk or I'm sad and feeling blue,

you understand, your honest and you'll give your point of view.

You always put me first if i need you to be there,

I appreciate you doing this it shows how much you really care.

Your unconditional friendship showed me the person i am inside, and just to be myself is something i never have to hide.

If you ever need anything, anytime day or night

I promise i will be there to try and make it right.

Cos i hope i can do for you all the things you've done for me,

Cos a true friend is what you forever will always be.

i will still remember this poem friend):

ok , before i burst into tear , i think i will stop here ..

At age 8, your dad buys you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over his lap. When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice. When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back. When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row. When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked him by waiting until he left the house. When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was in fashion. You thanked him by telling him he had no taste. When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter. When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car. You thanked him by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, he was expecting an important call. You thanked him by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation. You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he told you how deep he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him . You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children. And then, one day, he quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART. If you love your dad, reblog.

i love my dad(:

Skater \m/

Heylooo(:

Have eng paper just now(:

darh abes paper tdo jab .. hehs

then aderhh malacca trip briefing .. my bbygirls waited for me pt canteen

suhhhhwittt kn ? hehs

then mkn pt macd and window shop pt tamp 1 ..

went home abt 1 plus ..

Online and chat wif my kechoorable ..

currently chatting wif nazie bby and adilah bby ..

Beb ,im happy tt we are back happily(:

yes , friendship does have small fight and happy moments ..

we can keep it strong if we do our part (:

ue guys have been great tt goes too the other of my bbygurls too .

ue guys are part or me too love .. i can ' t bear to see we seperated ..

ue will be  happier wif your friend then being happy wif your boyfriend ;D

And thx for being thr when i need ue ..

Ily kechoorables .

im happy we are back again ;D

look , we use to be happy . but now ?):

everyone change . and , i know , im one of them . coz i didnt spend more time wif ue guys like i use to

i want the old us back ):

we use to share secret ,gossiping around ,bossing each other , irritate eachother , flirt tghtr , calling people names , disturb others , we use to disturb boys when we are having ncc course .. i really miss those moment friend D;

life is full of ups and down .

one aft another .. i ' m in tt condition now .. After , i and my parents is in good condition , another problem came .. and , im ok wif it ;D yes , i once say , nothing can ruin our friendship . but look . ue change alot dear .

Yes , ue have change .. thx forh everything bestfriend . D; .. owhh gosh , im crying ): .friend , i really , cant accept the fact tt i and ue are not like we use to be .please , yes . i did scold ue, vulgarite ue .. but , im sorry .. i did it for a reason friend D; .. i can ' t accept the fact tt we fought ): thx for being thr when i need ue bestfriend D; .. Thx ar thx): i miss the old ue , ): Im sorry for everything bestfriend ): im truly am):

Heyy , Heyloo(:

Sch yesterdae was fun(:

Soooo Fun(:

yesterdae went to mit Adq Asrinah and went to mit irah and bunney ..

Lepak lepak jab . Omg , kekek luhr diorg(: ..

HAHAHAH . then went to jmp Adq asrinah family at tamp mall ..

Windowed shopping wif them(: and we saw many familiar faces(:

reach home abt 9 pm(:

ok then , a short post for now(:

bb and tc(: