Thursday, September 30, 2010

Sch tadk sway -.-
Hahahahahahahahaha .
pagipagi kenerhh diri pasaal tark bawak tie(:
then pt kelas , my bff .
Sa'at , Musz and Yusri keep telling joke .
Recess then HE . he pon kekek(:
HAHAH .
partner wif Mat malaysia , he tell me many jokes ..
hahaha . go one till our whip cream overbeat .
Best eyhh best . HAHAHA
went home , eat pt Macd then rounding bus(:
tros Home Sweet Home(:
hehs ..

I miss F laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ):

Wednesday, September 29, 2010



Heyloo(:
sorry for the long absence . not feeling quite good this days
God , eoy coming nearer and nearer and i have not even revise yet .
lazy me . 2010 fly so fast .
Ok , sch was fun just now(:
Yusri never stop making me smile(:
and for those who tot we are couple .
we are not couple . we are ex(:
Lepak wif nazie and jas then nazie teman me to cut my hair(:
I have cut my hair and i loike(:
thx Nazie(:
hehs .. ok , gtg and revise(:









Wednesday, September 22, 2010


Heyloo(:
Sch was aweeeeeesome
hehs . Recess super duper kechoo(:
hahahahahah .. Nanaa andand Adawiyah keep melata . hahahahahaha ..
So funny .. hahahah ..
The whole dae kt bilik air - condition . Tark jejak kelas langsung ..
Haiyyy , had md just now(:
as usual , fun(:
hehs .. on saturday performance alumni CCSS . pffft .. tmr got to polish all the step and hope by tmr , we can finish the song ..
then went ep wif Fateen , Mas andand Lela ..
went home abt , 7 plusplus

And owhh , Fateen , i hope after ue read this , ue will be a little bit ok(:
yeah , everyone have a family prob .. me too eventhough i seem to  be happy when dance practise . but well only god knows how hurt am i inside . just take those as a test from god and ue got to face it well . i know ue can do it . and , owhh . just text me if ue want anyone to turn to(: i will be here for ue(:



Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Thx for returning my smile dearest kechoorables



(
Kakak Irah , zaza 's elder sis(:
Adeeq Nia , Nad younger sis(:

So , yesterdae jalan raya wif kechoorable , adq nad andand Zaza peyhh kakak(:
Awesome outing(:
so kechoo luhr kiter(: hehs .. blek abt 10 plus .

School bored ttm
Rmi tark dtg , pfffft -.-
Had md just now .. sadly , kak intan could not came . its quite sad her baby sakit .. get well soon ye quaza(:
all of us want to see ue and kak intan soon(:
Md ,  quite fun(: hehs
Sat performance -.- so cepat seyhh .
hehs(:

Owh , to kak izyan , chill yeah(:
guys no worth it(: he just taking advantage of girl(: try to move on ok dearest ?
(:

To mas :
heyy , dearest , we are having the same problem ):
so , let cry together oryt dear ? i know its hurt , me too feel the pain .. but well , this is how lyf (:
we just got to endure and just accept the fact(:
but , whatever it is . ue still have me , love



Sunday, September 19, 2010


Heyloo(:
Currently bored .. boooooo . hahah
Going out jalan raya later wif my family to west side(:
heheh . jauh sungoo seyhhh . err , i don know what to post .
im out of word -.-
bohoooo ~
Ok , my cousin so troublesome
bohoooo ~
darh 4 hari tark blek .. well , let see , how far she can go
darh takot nark take the responsible uhh yg mataeyhh kaw kutok mak arhku ?
pffft ~ Jantan mane mane leyhh crik . Family satuh jerhh ..
buang duet mak arhku jerhh beli kn kaw barang ,
pffft ~ get a life luhr youh two .
ok , da . diam mul(:
i miss Karl Andand F(:
Haikal stakat besfriend jerhh aye(:


Smiling outside ,
Hurting inside ..

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Second post for the day
haiyyyy , i truly love F
im trying to forget hym but i can ' t
he is special then the rest of my ex ..



Im bored =.=
ramainyerhhhhh org semalam jalan raya .. jealous la mul ..
hahaha . tark pe , i will go on mond nan my dearest kechoorable(:
My father say kiterhh sume nark jalan raya . check check , plan cock up
coz , my father ' s adqbradik dtg .. confermmm mendaq .. HAHAHAH ,
i will gonna lock myself in my room(:
hahah , bukan sombong cumerhh tark suke(: im not tt close dgn my father's side ..
they are not sporting like my mom ' s side(:
wakakaka .. Tmr then jalan raya to my mom's adq house ..
and i will be going to ahcit house(:
hahaha .. its my time to bully hym(:
*winkwink* BOTAK TINNGI SMILE(:
ok , i have change my song(:
no more emotional(: hehehs .
Happy taw mul skrg(:
currently chatting wif Myat andand dearest nazie<3
i miss many people . i will list  some of them(:
since i have nothing better to do(:
i miss :
karl
Nazie
Sheera
Jas
Hana
maaaaasturah
putra
Faris
Adawiyah
Adq Asrinah
Kak ekin
kak yaya
kak rhera
Zaza
Nad
adilah
Radin kecik
Myat
kak izyan
kak nabiilah
ahcit smile
alia (cuzzy)
nanaa dyenosaur
and many more(:






Friday, September 17, 2010

Heyloo sumerhh(:
sch awesome(:
get holistic report card andand i see thr no u(:
had ncc .. Fun but tiring though ..
we have mutual practise ..
ker-si-an uhr idop dilah . Zaza andand Nad , kener mutual .. naseb mul tark kener(:
then drill sume and Pt !
wakakakaka . damn fun(:
zaza and nad . tark mo bangga aye yg kaw aderhh muscle :p
NCDCC aderhh ape test ntaa . Good Luck aye Sabri and Muszaihan(:
make sure ue guys can make it(:
keyhh . i envy the air boys at my sch ..diorg dpt maen water bomb ! so best ..
then BB have coc , Goodluck too(:
Ncc finish abt 5.30 plusplus
went to tamp . small macd wif Zaza andand Nad for a while then tros blek .. haiyooo .. kaki 
cramp siaa =.=
Ncc darh tark de course ke ? so BORING ! =.=
and owh . to tt someone , sorry fohh rejecting your love , but . my heart is just bound to others ..



/-If you would be tear in my eye , i would try not to
cry ever again . Because i would be scared to lose youh


Thursday, September 16, 2010

hh , Second post for the day(: HAHAHA
Fsuroo update lagk . wakakaka
so , since mul tark derhh kerja nark uat , mul update ..
arhsaal discipline master now aday suke tangkap budak NT jerhh abt sch skirt ?
budak NT jahat sangat kerhh ? tsktsktsk
 Bdk express nan Na pon short skirt .. arhsaal tark kenerhh tangkap ?
haiyyyyy , skola skrg nyhh so sial and sch system maken mereps(:
if i know . i would dgr katerhh my mom masok skola Dunman ! cheyhh , fake .. hahahaha
siak jerhh . tark nark uhr dkt nan umah andand somemore tt area aderhh makcik makcik kpo ..
no freedom(: HAHAHAH ..

Maaaas , cheer up love(:
i will always be by your side dearest .. please , if ue wanna cry . ajak me .. coz . im feeling the same wae as ue feel right now ..
both of us are putting a fake smile . and ue sae tt ue are happy .. but ue can ' t lie to me .. i can see your fake smile my dear ..
if ue want somebody to talk to . anything just text me or beep me oryt love ?(: i will be waiting love(:


Mommy , can i re-pierce ?):







i miss 7 and 8 sept):
Hana(:




Heyloo everyone ..
Tadk md cancel ..
Today sch sumpaa sway ..
sial uhr prngi satuh satuh . pentingkn jantan dri kwn ? best uhr perangaii korg ! ape yg arhku buwad kt korg tuhk sume sikit .. ingat aye
pfffft ~ =.=
smp terpekik pt cikgu siaa .. haiyyyy .. Mul mul . ape nark jadk ..
keyhh then , math mcm biaserhh kechoo uhr(:
hahhahaha . lagk 3 week seyhh eoy .. whye must lyf so susah ? haiyyyy
home econ bake cake .. sedap siurl ..
Hahahahah , then cme .. and decorate class .
skr baru nark decorate class ? KER-SI-AN uhr bilang bapak dierhh
and zaza , chill eyhhh . this is not the end(:
eoy is more important then ct(: so must be sure to do well for your eoy oryt love ?(:
tmr ncc . penat siaaa !



Oioi , ImissYou F ♥






Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Heyloo(:
at last , i get my common test result .. all subject pass(: at last my mom tark nag abt my marks(:
My malay marks make me shock .. i dont expect it to pass with flying colours till i get ferst in class(:
keyhh , darh diam .. nnt org pkir arhku kembang ..
My classmate just now came to jalan raya at my hse .. OMG , so kechoo(:
HAHAHAH .. I love today
i miss F):







/-if only i can say ily to youh )':

Tuesday, September 14, 2010





























(not in sequence)

^lookup^
sorry forh not updating .


Ferst raya :
waited forh my mom ' s adq adq to dtg ..
then we took some camwhore ..
Ahcit mat rep siaa .. HAHA ..
took a few picha wif hym and my dearest adq sdare , Alia<3
Ahcit , best tark kutok arhku ? HAHA
dasar BOTAK SMILE


second raya :
went to my atok side ..
fun tapy penat .. haiyyyyy
ok , so kekek luhr tt tym(:
but , again , im putting a fake smile ..

Third raya :
Follow my makcik raya umah nenek dierhh at yishun .
then follow her gy sembahwang ..
went home at 12.00am

Fourth raya :
stay at home
blablabla ~





as ue can see , those picha tt i take shows the impression tt we are enjoying our Raya Aidilfitri but
heyy , im putting a fake smile .. My mom notice tt .. and when i share my problem to my mom at the bus otw home ,
she sae this
" klw adq sayangkn diehrh , adq akan tunggu dierhh tark kire brape lamer..
and klw adq sayang tt laki , tak semestinyerhh diehr kenerhh menjadk milik adq ..
kadang kadang , org yg dalam hubungan nyhh . tark  semestinyerhh cinta sama satu antara laen "
its true somehow .. thx mom forhh hearing my prob ..




ok thn , till here .. bb

Sunday, September 12, 2010






Heyy , i will update a proper post tmr , insyaallahh ~
sleepy uhr now baru blek jalan raya ..
imiss F♥ badly ):


always , 100610 ♥

Friday, September 10, 2010


more pict at fb(:

 Just went home from Geylang wif my fam . owhh , kak dilah ' s guy tagg us along too . so kechoo . many familiar face we terserempak .
before tt teman nad treatment her hair .. tot of layered my hair but , the kdai so legong . tark jadk lorh .
bukerh at home(: hehes .. at last dpt raserhh makanan nenek(:

to F♥ ;

although I speak about you so much,
although everyone can see it.
I would never admit it,
admit how I feel.
when I first met you,
I just thought it was a silly crush.
over time it grew on me; you grew on me,
I found myself smiling, then I found myself thinking of you.
I tried not to cry, but tears still broke through.
I always asked myself could it be true? or is this just a one off thing.
you made me smile, you made me feel special.
I know you don't feel the same, but I want you too.
I've never admitted this to no one, not even you.
I think I've fallen in love with you.


one problem aft another . =.=
i wonder , lyf would be great without problem ..
thx for all F♥ , thx forh making me smile and thx for making me know what is true love all abt ..
yes , i text ue saying tt anything happen , i will always be happy .. but , hey , its not true ..
i am not myself just now .. my cousin all was having fun .. laughing here and thr .. but me ? im putting a fake smile infront them ..
i feel lyk crying . but i tried not to ..  but , what im trying to sae , all the things tt i text ue , its all fake ..







Heyy kwnkwn , Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri(:
maaf zahir dan batin ..
klw mul terbuwad salah erhh keterlanjutan katerhh , harap maafkn mul yerh
dan halal kn lah makan minum mul





/-The same girl who laugh and talks alot and
seem very happy is also the girl
who may cry herself to sleep



Thursday, September 09, 2010


i miss F♥ so much ..
Finally , i get to text hym(:
whenever i miss hym , i will read hys text message tt ue use to text me ..
well , yes , i once sae tt i gve up on love .. but since  F♥ came in my lyf , he gave me the courage to fall in love again ..
He may not be handsome , cute , hot or like others hot guy out thr
but , he special in his own way ..
going out wif kechoorables later .. but , its quite sad , tt adilah will not follow us ..
short of one lerr ..
sorry forh the short post , will update a proper one later ..
no promise ..


Didicazli - Rela Setia lyrics

dedicated to somebody ..

Wednesday, September 08, 2010


everyone i make friends wif at ncc from other sch  have change .. even iqbal andand Izzat
p cuci pantat dulu buduwh korgg ..
mcm nark cucok siaa garpu kt mate kaw sia i .. haiyyy , stare kite .. no lyf luhr =.=
konon nyer arhku jealous uhr kaw bergurau haneey ? eyhh , arhku tark jealous luhr soyal .. haiyy , klw kaw nark buwad arhku jealous , p mati sunaa =.=
but anw  , i have my one and only F♥ .. if only i can sae i love ue straight to hys face . it will make me happy c:
Ok stop(:

had silver wing test .. before tt , meet Nad and zaza pt Tamp Inter ..
Terserempak F♥ (:
hehs .. i keep avoiding my self(:
then , jumpe the rest of my flightmate . pagi pagi bikin org binget =.=
Naseb mul puasa tadk .. haiyy ..
then darh smp the paya lebar airforce , kiter tersesat .. ker-si-an hahaha
Malu jab .. Lol .. then fall in , tunggu lame siaa .. check check kene tunggu skola Bartley .. haiyyyy
then we are suppose to dudok wif our sch at ferst . then , darh tuhk , aderhh lunch .. for the non - muslim people ..
and for those who are fasting must dudok satuh corner .. so we did .. then , darh dudok sume , tbe tbe bdk Bartley blkng kiter andand . Iqbal directly same row dudokk . haiyyyy . omg . dierh keep staring kt me , nad . zaza andand Adilah .. we 4 give one bitch look then jeling .. hahaha .. so kekek luhr(: then nark blek , naek bus . of coz luhr kn ? hahaha
L E G O N G((: then then , ternaek same bus nan F♥ and friend .. pt bus so kechiuuu .. pekik my name and F♥
Kechiuuu siaa .. haiyyyy , keyhh stop ..
buke pt luar nan my dearest kechoorable♥
then blek(:\
blek jerhh . chat nan Zaza c:
keciuu siaa my wall .. hahaha .. di comment oleh budak budak dunman c:
sume pasaal F<3
haiyyy , baruh nark keep low profile checheck rahsia darh terbongkar .. hahaha
i was waiting forhh F♥ to online haiyyyy ..
owhh , yes .. i confess someth to him yesterdae(: hehs ..
between me and hym jerhh tawu c:
Ok , ok .. zaza , thx for your help .. hahahaha 
i dont want tmr to end fast :c
soooooodddddddeeeeeeyyyyyyhhhhhhhhh :c


new word learn : Sunaa .
invented by Mul Yaasiowww(:
HAHAHA










Girls , i think i have been a bad friend towards ue guys ..
i wanna back off .. ue guys seem happy when i am not around .. continue wif your friendship dearest ..
i love seeing ue guys be happy c:
don care abt me , just treat tt i am invisible ..
i am sorry guys , but ......
well , yeah  i may not be important towards ue guys anymore , but i just wanna sae no matter what , ue guys will be forever in my heart ..



Tuesday, September 07, 2010

 
sweet 13 Amalina syng(:
I ♥ ue sis(:
 
 


Once a year I get the chance
To wish you birthday cheer .
It pleases me no end to say ,
I wish you another great yea r.








So happy birthday to you amalina .
From the bottom of my heart .
And may your good times multiply ,
Till they’re flying off the chart !

Monday, September 06, 2010

These three legong rawk my world


My dearest Legong((:




Harlooooooooooooooooo everyone
Just now had a Fight wif mom .. don wanna elaborate it(:
today nothing much happen(: aft gado nan my mom , dudok bawa block jab .. Blek umah tdo(:
hahahahaha .. bangun jerh darh buke(: woohooo .. hahahah
Darh buke tros online(: woah . at that moment faris tga online(:
then chat wif hym .. talk abt tmr(:
Ncc course la seyhh(:
Tmr meet pt small macd at 6.30 am .. hahah
Bdk Dunman pon jumpe at the same place , same time(:
conferm terserempak(: hahahaha
Bsok budak Bartley pon aderhh .. abez uhr Mul(:
gaaahahahah ..
Currently chatting wif riduan ( my mataeyhh for home econ) cheyhh , jk(:
chatting wif Riduan , Nadya andand Myat(:

Btw , im gonna private my blog ..
Inbox at my fb email if ue guys wanna be invited(:


Sunday, September 05, 2010

*look up*
i love being single(: we are free to be friend with anyone , no heart break ..
aft problem to the sch councillor , my life have becoming more happy .. i have started forget abt tt bastard  ..
Yeah , and owhh , abt friendship . me and adawiyah becaming more closer like before(:
i wish , our friendship last till eternity(: ..
No more stupid fight(:
Going geylang later and owhh , i love my Y(:
Only adawiyah know who he is(:
Advance ferstmonthsary Amadi andand Adawiyah((:

                                                                                              

Friday, September 03, 2010


When i was 2 years old(:


Yesterday nothing much .. after sch , tot of belajar , but mul lepak nan amadi andand adawiyah ..
went to geylang .. Buka there , beli kasut raya andand baju raya for nenek
haiyy , skr baru nark beli ? HAHAH . keycohh .. then , otw blek . ternampak Iqbal .. i senyum at hym but i didnt tegor hym ..
malu uhr weii ! then home sweet home 

Math paper just now . quite susah .. then , aft sch , aderhh meeting ncc jab ..
Fancy drill performance tmr at Ckps  haiyyyy ,  N E R V O U S !
then fancy drill .. omg , fancy drill so kechoo . hahah . thx to the 2 syafiqs ..
sumpaa diorg irrit . haiyy , name mul betol btol "mul " diorg p tukar mully mully ..
haiyyyyy , omg , syafiq shikin growing taller siaa then me =.= pfft ... syafiq Bahar too ..
 haiyyy , finish at 6.30 bused home .


Wednesday, September 01, 2010


Sweet 13 Izzati syng , my future adq sdare(:
Dont be naughty . stay away from anything tt may harm ue ..
Good luck in whatever future awaits youh .
hope ue are happy wif Hasby .
may youh guys last till eternity ..



So Have lots of birthday fun!
May your birthday wishes all come true,
Even if you have a ton.

I ♥ you adek(: