dearest wb ;

I have been thinking of you,
And the way you make me feel.
I'm getting scared now
Cause these feelings feel so real,
I've always felt it,
But it's never been this strong
I cannot fall now
I've got to hold on.
When my eyes are on you
It's so hard to look away.
When its time too leave you
I so badly want to stay.
I want to tell you
What's running through my head
But for now I'll just keep it to myself instead,
Cause I want nothing to jeopardize
The friendship that we created over the years,
And I don't want to be left
Heartbroken and in tears.
I want you to know how I feel,
And that I mean it, sometimes
I just want to scream it, its real.
These words have been bottled up inside
They explain the feelings I hide
And the failed times I've tried.
I don't know how much longer I will keep this in,
Thinking of ways,
Don't know where to begin.
Deeply confused,
Don't know what to do,
I'll just leave it be, wait and see,
It will happen if it's meant to be.
I have your friendship,
But I really want your heart
This is tearing me apart;
I don't know what to do
I just want to be with you,
Make you happy and make you smile.
Though times I cant see you for a while,
Its only cause my hearts desires can't be filled.
It's hard to know you're with someone else
When all I want is you here with me,
I want to show you what this could be;
I don't want to tell you
I want you to just open up your eyes and see.
I want you to feel it,
The feelings that I feel,
I really want to show them,
These feelings are so real.
But I can't show you,
I probably never will because
I want to walk, but your standing still.
These are the feelings inside of me,
That are locked away
Waiting to be free,
Drowning my heart in misery.

assalamualaikum ~

I miss my dearest Kechoorables (: 

Sbelom nark gy skola , Annas tbetbe ktawe kt satuh org nyhh tark tawu luhr aperhh org tuhkk nga buwad

annas was laughing her ass out ..

tt wad make us laugh siaa ..

Org diri sbelah annas keep tgk siaa ..

Omg , damn paiseyhh siaa us !

annas , annas ..

then nark jln gy skola , Sheera and Hana plak buwad kechoo

haaaahaaa ~

truckloads of fun !

Sch tadk owhkayhh luhr ..

The science exam wass soo susahh ..

sebab tark blaja .. haaahaaa

The paper ended dlm pukol 9.35 am 

and followed by eng Listenng compre at 10.05 am 

kelas kiterhh start lambat siaa .. 

ashik kelas kiterhh jerhh start lmbt ..

Fed up to the max siaa .. 

then kelas kiterhh abez duluh , kiwekk .. kelakarh perhh ?

kelas 2T1 yg start dulu , kelas 2T2 yg abez dulu ..

Pelik tapy benar (:

hahaa ..

Darh abez sumerhh , as usual .. tunggu Nazie , Sheera , jas and Annas kt foyer  ..

We mkn kt KFC ep , then we headed to simei cc carik Wan B !

carik dierhh , bleyhh mengamok siaa .. -.-

hahaa ..

Then kt toilet situh kiterhh buwad kwn taw nan satuh bdk nyhh taw

but in the end , bdk  tuhk pkirh kiterhh buwad kwn mcm  sarcastic peyhh

OMG , i was lykk totally piss of siaa ..

Buwad kwn pon salah perhh ? tark kn ?

~ grrrrr

ddunn wanna elaborate more ~

Despite those incident , our mood maseh Hyper (:

Kt bus otw to ikea , was totally senyap ..

Penat ? i guess ..

Then out of sudden , annas ktawe ...

so , we are lyk laughing .. coz the laugh , make us laugh ..

haaaahaaaa .. Beyh Wan b tgk kiterhh darh mcm speechless ..

haaahaaa ~

Kt ikea , had fun there ..

maen sembunyi

haaahaaa

childish kn ? tapy skali skalerhh perhh

haaahaaa ~

Then drh blek , kiterhh sumerhh damn penat ..

and darh smp Tamp mrt , we go on our seperate wae ..

coz nark blek ..

ahaaahaaa ..

Reach home ntaa eyh .. haaahaaa ..

Tark tgk jam =)

Currently chatting with Kakak Nabiilah Syg , Radin Kechik dearest , Putra , Hafiziana Kechoo (=

and sms - ing sheera gong - gong (=

assalamualaikum ~

                          ~ Rizum ~                

usin rizuan geek spec :)

Candid ! ahaaaahaaaa .. Naseb mul sempat senyum :) Materhh rizuan tark leyhh angs sioll :)

another candid shot :)

Mcm mataerhh kn ? actually tark .. they are just Best friend

and yeah , most of the shot were done by Fazri :)

Just now had truckloads of funn :)

Kuarhh nan Rizuan , Fazri , Afiq and Dzul

But Afiq and Dzul went home earlierhh then us

i guess , i will list out what we did just now

coz im soo lazy to typ :)

hehee ~

• 
  
  meet Jas and Nazie
• 
  
  meet Dzul and Rizuan at Tamp 1
• 
  
  Take mrt to bugis
• 
  
  Fazri and Afiq meetin us 5 min later
• 
  
  reached Bugis
• 
  
  went to bugis junction forh a while
• 
  
  went to bugis street ; pierce my ear there ; Teman Jas beli Jacket
• 
  
  Rizuan and the gang mkn kt macd , while myh and my friend makan kt kfc , Dzul blek
• 
  
  then pergy bugis street teman afiq beli baju
• 
  
  then , we go vivo { last minit plan :) ] while afiq blek
• 
  
  at vivo { Had fun thr :)
• 
  
  went to mini toon searching forh mothers dae present .. { Last minute .. coz we just remembered
• 
  
  then , when home
• 
  
  Reached home abt 9.51 pm ..

Together forever , never apart ,

maybe in distance but not in heart ..

Nazie - i know tt i have change ..

and yeah , goin 10 years of our friendship ,

i wanna apologise forh all the wrong deed i have done to you .

and now , i wanna be close wif you lyk we are before\

whenever im down , ue will alwez be thr to cheer myh up

Friendship till enternal ; 060601

Sheera - Hey my Kechoorable friend :)

although , only a year we have been bestfriend , i feel tt its already 10 years i know ue ..

we crack jokes , and make a silly mistake

we quarell over a small things ,

i hope we can be lyk before ..

4 bff :)

Jas -

Ue are the one who has help the three of us ..

Between the four of us , i know , im the one who have change aloot ..

And yeah , i will promise the third of you to always be together wif ue ..

The only unsinkable ship is FRENDSHIP :)

and yes , i do treasure our friendship :)

030409 ; the dae when our friendship start :) 

Heyloo :)

Sorry coz  have not update my blog

No mood uhr yesterdae

Yesterdae ,

all sub was fun .. But accept forh Social Studies

The teacher mcm siyal siaa ..

then naseb mdm habibah panggil mul untok councelling

then darh abez councelling , eng class tgk movie ..

It wass soo fun :)

then darh abez , we singga eastpoint jab ..

dhen , kiterhh gy inter

mkn kt macd

then when i was otw nark gy Tamp 1 ,

Hana mcm tark happy nan satuh bdk laki nyh ,

coz he kept staring at us ..

then Nazie mcm ckp eyhh mul , tuhk ____ eyhh ? mcm dierhh sia .. dierhh and mataerh diehh

then i was lyk toleh uhr .. i was shocked and i sae ya , tt hym ,

and then . kiterhh pii kedai gunting rambut untok gunting rambot annas

then , tark derhh kerjerhh , kiterhh naek bus 29 , rounding :)

eyhh . bdk kechik .. kaw bbl pasaal adq sdare arhku .
siak uhr .. pi jagerhh mataerhh kaw luhr siow ..
maseh sec 1 buwad hal sec 1 uhr siow
tark mo jagerhh hal bdk ijau ..
ckp nan mataerhh kaw dgr dgr kwn baek backstab perhh
kimak , bbl taek perhh mataerhh kaw ?
kaw uhr siaa pii isab bople laki ..
kt blog berani , kt skola ?
kimek , nenek arhku pon brani buwad gynyh mcm luhr soyal ..
mmg criterhh lamerhh , but arhku maseyhh tark puas haty nan mataerh kaw
INGAT ; arhku klw darh benci org tuhk , forever arhku benci ..
mataerhh kaw nark step big plak kt msn
ckp nan dierhh pii jilat uhr siaa ..
nark bbl pasaal adq sdare arhku , pkirh perhh dierhh tark derhh kakak sdare perhh kt ccss ?
kimek , nark bbl pasaal dierhh , langgarh arhku dulu uhr siot ..
arhku cumerhh nark pesan TAKE CARE SUAA RELATIONSHIP KORG ..

Aqai , Cheer up my dear oryt ?

Tark mo sad sad taw