Went yishun wif aty ..

have alot of fun thr(:

and thx beb for cheering me up

hehs .. appreciate it alot

and to youh :

sowie if i didnt talk more to you just now ..

its just tt i feel awkward when your friend are around us ..

and yaa , ue try to talk to me but , its not worth it coz i keep escape from ue .. im sorry <3

and i hope , ue will not think tt i don ' t lyk ue ..

and . if i wish , i could sae ily to you face to face , i would be happy

but . it take time(: and and as daes pass , i begin to love you more then anybody else ..

and , thx forhh helping me to change(:

<3

Goin out wif dearest aty later((:

skrg nga musim saket haty issit ?

haiyyy . to my friend yg menghadapi heart break .

be happy .. they are not worth  your tear .. seriously ..

and to my aaaaaaa siow sister , i know ue regret askin hym a break up ..

but , what ue do is right .. throughout your steady , He never show care and concern even if he is the same class as you ..

instead , he vulgarite ue .. i feel pity for ue .. and now , i hope ue will start smiling back ..

i know ue try to be a cheerful girl . but i can see sadness behind those smile and laughter ..

lelaki tark guner untok diperbuat gadoh .. sebab

lelaki manerh manerhh

bleyhh crik .. tapy kwn susaa .. 

jangan suke cube menyakitkan hati diri sdiri semate mate kite hilang org yg kite sayang ..

yes , kiterhh ilang org yg kite syg .. but family , sentiaserhh dgn kite .. sebab , walau ape ape pon terjad , diorg akan bersama nan kiter

tiap tiap masa .. parents mae control us .. but , ape yg diorg buwad untok kebaikan kite jugak .. maeb , they did not spend most of the time wif us . but , they show their love and concern in other wae ..

fateen and kak intan advice are still in my mind , thx forhh sharing me youh guys experience(:

But beside tt , i will try to communicate wif both of my parent . eventhough they are not in good term ..

but , despite tt . it does not effect my emotion(:

and , owhh .. im happy right nw despite all the prob i need to face ..

thx to my aaaaaaa siow sister , kechorables , dancemate , kaki kaki geyrek andand finally aty<3

thx alot(:

BH

Heyloo everyone((:

err . life have change(: And thanks to solekhati forhh cheering me up and giving me a lot of advice(:

i will try to forget hym (:

and owhh . thx forhh gain my confidence to love again ..

Just now hve ncc ..

err , im hyper . sumpaa ..

and owhh , This sun is nadzirah sister , nia bdae ..

happy advance bdae nia((:

and owhh . before i forget . bdae Nadzirah oso round the corner sooooo

happy advance bdae nad<3

and to youh :

i know ue are jealous when i am near to them .. but . ue guys just don wanna believe me ..

if , i admire hym , darh lame arhku amek tt guy .. Just , dont be too over confident .. and remember . not to fight with a girl just because of a guy .. its not worh it .. serious .. k la , i think till here .. i will talk to youh at class abt this again(:

it only took the first two lines

to make the tears come out of my eyes,

they poured out and wouldn’t stop.

What I read was a total shock.

You said “its not you it’s me”

but it didn’t take me long to see,

that it is me and not you,

and I am the reason we are through

You completely broke my heart

I never wanted us to part,

but now we are and I wonder why

All I really want to do is cry.

My bleeding heart is more that hurt,

but I hide it by talking dirt.

I say things I don't mean.

and all I do is cause a big scene..

I may say I hate you but the truth is,

that I hate when you leave me like this,

slowly dying

and my insides crying.

I love you and nothing will ever change that,

but it hard to live with the fact,
that you’re really gone,

and I have to move on.

I really miss the way I felt with you,

and anymore I don't know what to do.

I never wanted it to end,
because I love you more than you can imagine.

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Sorry friends if im not behaving lyk i use to ..

as i said , im not myself lately ..

haiiyyy , till when this gonna end ?

and , lyf for me now currentky sucks ..

because , of family prob ..

Parents fight , children became their victim ..

please mom and dad ! please stop quarelling ..

im havin a headache coz i keep thinking abt this matter ..

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Love can make you happy but often times it hurts .
but love is only special when you give it to who its worth.

" Boyfriends come and go, but friends are forever "

Cheer up nazie bby (:

Sweet 14 th nazie bby(:

sowiee forhh the late wish nazie

im sorry i mae not be the first one to wish ue you a bdae wish when the clock strike 12 midnight

im sorry ! and owhh . our friendship nursery till now still continues ..

and i hope , our friendship last till eternity ..

and owhh , good luck in whatever future awaits ue ..

thx forhh being thr when i need youh the most ..

I swear , i really can ' t afford to see our friendship broke into pieces ..

i hope tt dae will never come !

ue willing to just lynkn me when im too hyper ..

and , when im sad .. ue will do anything to make me smile ..

and , good luck in whatever future awaits youh ..

and owhh , last long nan teddy <3 (:

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Smiling outside ; Hurting inside

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thx bby girl forhh making an effort to make me smile

yes , i do smile ..

but , i am not behaving lyk i use to ..

sorry .. but , i enjoy Nazie bdae outing wif ue guys(:

moment tt can never be forgotten(:

" i swear i hate tt guy " skali the besi putos ! 

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

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Marshal walk just now ..

we was suppose to assemble at 6.45 sharp

but , i was late by 15 min ? think so

took taxi to sch ..

i told the unc to stop luar skola , dierhh stop kt dlm skola

so damn paiseyhh coz most of the ug aderhh

and lagk dierhh ..

their ug was just beside us , ncc air girl ..

my eyes keep looking at hym .. i don know why ..

then , i was suppose to be the same duty area as hym

but , me and adilah got to go to our own cca as they are short of 2 .

so , i and adilah berkorban ..

then , blek .. i keep looking at hym !

=.=

stop it mul .. then blek slack slack nan kechoorables <3

sowiee beb , im not kechoo tadk .. lyk i sae , im not myself lately

once again sowiee beb ..

 when to bedok inter . meet aty jab and slack at her crib

grrrrrr , im admiring somebody .. stakat crush jerhh eyhh ..

hehss

then met my father tgk kuderhh kepang

then mkn mkn tros blek(:

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Sheera , i know ue may be hyper yesterdae ..

but i can see your sadness .. when ue story telling me abt what happen towards ue and [insert name]

this what they sae , STMF .. be happy beb .. sheera , kaw lawar .. kaw will dapat more betta guys than tt [Insert name]

Radin , ue have told me what happen between ue and mat malaysiaa ..

what i wanna sae is tt , once youh choose tt decision , ue can never turn back ..

But , if ue don wanna continue your relationship wif mat malaysia , i can ' t stop ue from doing tt

but , what i can sae is tt " nasi darh menjad bubur "

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Owhh , and to my junior at tnps tt will gonna be sitting forhh psle this october ,

good luck .. i know ue guys can do it(:

try hard and focus on your psle paper ..

and psle oral , are round the corner ..

just chillax and sae to yourself tt ue guys can do it(:

do your psle ferst than can bercinta ..

cheyhh , haahaa .. mul bbl mcm paaham(:

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Just when i thought i was over you

And just when i thought i could stand on my own

these memories came crashing through

and i just can't go on without you

its just no good without you .

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